Well, it's only 2:00 p.m., but I've already had three surprises today. I
wonder what else is in store. It's been an interesting week, so, we'll
see.
Surprise #1: Enjoyed a pleasant trail run on my favorite wooded
trail today, a trail I've run hundreds of times, so imagine my surprise
when I turned around to see what appeared to be a fox. On closer
examination, I determined that it was, in fact, plastic, tethered to a
tree with a padlock, and wearing military style dog tags which dangled
from its right ear.
Completely creeped out by this evil looking creature, I resumed my run.
Surprise #2: Got a phone call from my dermatologist's office. I had
had a biopsy of a suspicious spot on my lip and another one at the base
of my neck three weeks ago. I had gone in because I thought the spot at
the base of my neck looked suspicious.
In fact, it fit several of the criteria for skin cancer, so, having
already had one basal cell carcinoma and several other suspicious spots
removed, I knew to have it checked.
Variations in pigment, larger than the head of a pencil eraser, incongruous shape, etc.
But, of course the doc did a thorough inspection, and as he looked
at my face, he asked about the barely visible red spot on my lip. I had
stopped worrying about that years ago after having it frozen a couple
of times.
He said, "Mind if I biopsy that, too?"
When the doctor left the room, he said, "I'll see you in six months."
I said, "You mean if these come back normal?"
He said, "Oh, yes."
Well, the nurse explained today that the spot on my lip was a
squamous cell carcinoma. I wasn't sure how bad this was, but I do know
that 'melanoma' is the word you really don't want to hear. She said
this was not too serious if it's caught early and would not require
surgery if they take care of it now. It would simply involve scraping
off the top layers of skin and would leave a scar about like a
cigarette burn.
Hmm. This is my lip we're talking about, and I have to tell you, the
biopsy left a scar that still looks like a cigarette burn. So, this
sounds like it's going to be pretty ugly.
But, what can I do? I wish I could travel back in time to those
carefree years when I swam for hours in the middle of the day, every
day, and years later when I worked as a lifeguard, proud of the
gorgeous bronze tan I earned with 8 hours a day on the pool deck.
Even when I was ten, I remember my mom telling me that I would get
skin cancer if I didn't stop getting sunburned. When I think back over
my lifetime, I think about how many times she was just so incredibly
right. Why didn't I learn to listen sooner?
So, now I pay. I will have the spot removed; it will look ugly, but
I will think about all the people who experience disfiguring burns and
other such things and remember that I brought this on myself.
You may wonder why I am discussing this personal matter here, but I
have spent a huge number of hours in the sun in my life. Yes, the most
intense time frame was when I was a teen, but I have, indeed, spent too
many hours running in the sun as well. I'm careful to always wear
sunscreen, but the damage I did years ago cannot be undone. If anyone
reading this is more careful because they've read this, then it's worth
telling, and as a running coach, if I can guide anyone to a healthier,
safer running career, then it's my responsibility to do that.
Surprise #3: I've been publishing running articles on Ezine.com for several
months, and most of them are about running, so you might want to check
them out here. I have posted most of them here or on Mojo for Running site, so you may have seen them already.
Anyway, the surprise is that I received a package in the mail from Ezine.com today. A few days ago, when I submitted Article #10, I
received an email saying they had promoted me from Basic Author
status to Expert Author status. I didn't exactly jump up and down
because I do have degrees in English and Journalism. I guess I should
be able to write reasonably well, and I have published many pieces over
the years, online and off. Still, it was a nice surprise when the
package arrived. It was a mug to commemorate my Expert Author status.
It's not exactly a Pulitzer, but it's much better than skin cancer.
I'm guessing that's the last surprise for today, but it's early still, so we'll see.